SPRING '20

It is spring lilacs smell. Colors are everywhere around us, but in the depth of the soul is darkness. 

What we think is by no means what we are going through, because imagination is omnipotent, and reality is something completely different. Although we are all creators of our own lives and its present, what we think about and what we imagine is just a dream after all, that will come true or not. It is up to us!? But are we creators of our own happiness or unhappiness? Can we do it ourselves? Love takes two. Family takes two. And life requires love. Support is needed for life and its goals, knowledge of one's life and its goals, knowledge of one's self, in fact it is knowledge of past, present and future, knowledge what we aspire to. On the path to a dream come true, on the path of realizing how simple we are and how little we need for happiness, and how much we take away from ourselves. One learns whole life but also makes mistakes some mistakes remain etched deep in the past , and some result life the way we have never hoped for. But not all mistakes are fatal and nothing is impossible. "Dum spiro spero" is the sentence which becomes the seal of everyone's life. Because, at the end, we all hope for something, pray for something or someone and then we actually come to our own "I". We know our strength, limits of eduarance and tolerance, without even being aware of it. When we know our "I" only then do we wonder is something worth it or was it worth it, and in fact we are just finding excuses for wasted time on someone, on the past and only then do we become aware of the mistake. As rules are there to be broken, so are mistakes there to be corrected. But no matter what some mistakes are being repeated. Some people are being repeated throught the past, present and imagination about future, without even being aware of how important bank of someone's perfect life they are. Someone's fictional story, and someone's never fulfilled dream. We always quite consciously look for the culprit in someone else, but actually we are aware of everything, aware of who is the main culprit, and the creator of the story itself. Every story has its end, whether  it is good or bad. The end is dismissal with the past, dismissal with the present and the decision about future. Sometimes some things we need to admit primarily to ourself and to others because in the end it all comes down to "I", to "we" and diverse and what we were and what we want to become. Everything takes two. It is necessary to admit everything to yourself and to others, because some things are not obvious, and some people are blind to what is happening in front of them. 

Therefore recognition is needed, and recognition is the end or new begining. This is decided by two, because two is love, and love is everything.